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Wednesday, February 09, 2011

great grams passed on last night just before 1am.
im guilty of not visiting often in the nursing home.
i was shocked when daryl never knew she existed.
that means the last time i saw her was ... 2 years old.

and now today she is going to be home.
at 97.
at least now, she has no pain.

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k gloomy stuff aside.
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i enjoyed this years' cny! the time when cousins bond. just wished it was longer..
dip is almost ending, so its crunch time now. so many things to do.
oh did i mention that i lost my voice. haha.




mel.
1:08 PM;

Monday, August 30, 2010

i feel happy although i know daryl is sleeping while im at his comp. because of the song "king of anything". its so up-lifting and happy!

who cares if you degrees, you are not me
who made you king of anything?
so you dare tell me who to be
who died and made you King of anything?

Over and over haha..

Theresa left yesterday. 29.8.10 sunday.

i wasnt exactly terrible sad. because i know she will be safe and she is independent and ill see her soon next year! but when i saw theresa ans haris parting with each other, my chest tightened. it is definitely hard for them. they are a lovely couple. i mean that was what i have seen. really hope everything goes well for them:)

what happens when you see you and your friends' photos on another person's blog?
i was shocked. what about you? it was kinda weird. but i hope she gets what she wants too.

peiyu sent me an sms:

Pencil: you know, im really sorry.

Eraser: Sorry for what? you didnt do anything wrong.

Pencil: Well, everytime when i make a mistake, you will be there to erase my mistake. But, as time pass by, part of you will be gone.

Eraser: You see, im nade to do this. Even though i know one of these days ill be gone, and you will have to replace me with another. im still happy to do this job. so dont be sad, it worries me;)

This is dedicated to all my friends and loved ones who had been there for me. i might have been a pain in the arse but you all tolerated and managed to be there! LOVE YOU!



daryl was very very sweet on our second year together. he made an effort to make me happy. seriously that day you can say i was constantly being surprised by his actions. haha. on the other hand, i didnt do anything yeah. oops! haha. but he is happy when i am! haha.

mel is 21 already. we celebrated it by her treating us to the buffet at grand mecure; which had the best salmon sashimi i have every tasted by far, and later a surprise at copthrone king's hotel stay over:) hope you loved it!

Daryl bought be royce again hahah! ok i think i better go wake that boy up.

ta~
ps: i wanna change my template. but then again. i dont know how. HELP!

mel.
1:41 PM;

Saturday, July 24, 2010

my life would be restricted from now till maybe a year later. OMG RIGHT! yeah i know. im working almost everyday! including scruffys. its tiring. for 1 obvious reason why im doing this, is because im broke. yeah. superrrr man. i hate to be broke. so yeah. must tahan man.

next year! canada, usa, and others(maybe) and bali! woooowwww! cant wait! haha. k la. my goal is to save up for these trips! wheeee!

mel.
10:52 PM;


what kind of person am i?
what do i enjoy doing?
do i prefer chocolate or strawberry?
where do i like to go?
what do i like to have?
what style do i have?
whats my fav colour?
places i want to dine?

selfish. but its me. ha.ha.ha

lame.

mel.
10:37 PM;

Tuesday, July 06, 2010

omg. im so bored. im suppose to go out in the afternoon. but yeah the same olddddd thing again. the boy is like sleeping forever. i think im the beast and he is the sleeping beauty.

yeah i know almost 2 years. and i should get used to it. but i cant. i want change. because i know its good change. its suppose to be a person having a good influence and not both slumping into the same habits? that just sucks.

and im not just going to say FML. becasue it is not fml. these ppl nowadays use that phase too lightly. and im not going to fml by cursing it. dumb.

so yeah. i have got decisions to make. but im not sure whats good and not. sigh.. we are all growing up too fast. maybe its time to get serious. and not always thinking of play.

im so broken

mel.
5:14 PM;

Sunday, June 27, 2010

im crampin' ... sigh.. have to go to work soon. and not forgetting, i have to face that stupid world cup crowd, cheers and noise. argh. dont like world cup.

im now wasting my time on youtube again.

mel.
4:39 PM;


heyheyhey!!! missed me? i know right. its been 1 million years. to be exact bout, 3 to 4 months.

A BIG SHOUTOUT TO ALL FRIENDS!
happy birthday to may babies...
audrey - 21
suying - 21
marcus(bro) - 18
peiyu - 22

hopefully i didnt miss anyone else. now that we are in the month of june... oh wait, june is coming to an end! crap. suying just left for her summer school to hong kong, that means no swimming partner for more then a month! eekk! we wish her all the best on her time there.

i went to bkk with audrey. can you believe it? and sure enough it was safe. i had all the negative comments throwing at me, so they thought i took a risk with my life. well yeah maybe but im backkkkkk tada. haha. i really had fun there. and audrey was a great shopping partner. not to mention that,,, im totally broke.... hm. money anyone?

had lunch with joy and mel at their office. what a small world.

(period. its hurting my back.... cramping...)

sometimes.. scruffy gets on my popping nerves. its like going crazy. doing to same thing over and over. what about some change manager??! gosh... bleaping annoying. - that was what happened this morning.

well... im trying to get a part time job at a childcare. reluctant to start, cant wait for it to be over. but then again, i know i would have to go through it. ok. why not right?! i cant wait for next year ser-i-ous-ly.

updates about daryl and i? - nahhh maybe some other time.

chios

mel.
1:39 AM;

Sunday, March 21, 2010

partey partey partey.

HAPPY 21st to georgina!

mel.
1:08 AM;

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

daryl's mai 'ya' tang birthday!

whee! so daryl's birthday was yesterday. so i met him at cwp for dinner with his family. crystal jade. full.

gave him his present at 12am. then we could bored and went down to shop and save. for fun. with the snacks bought, we watched white collar till the wee mornings. (we suppose to wake at 8am)

and one episode after another.... we woke at 11............ suppose to have breakfast at jones the grocer in dempsey. but breakfast stops at 12noon. darnit right. we still head down to dempsey anyway.

lunch at jones were not too appealing to daryl so we looked around. finally we settled with jumbo the seafood restuarant. we ordered 4 dishes. and oh lord we were full. we had to da bao in the end. we had to take a stroll. we decided we should walk to orchard. laugh out loud. we walked awhile past white rabbit before we caught a cab to taka.

after getting some cash, we walked to 313. we designed a cake=)

after all that, i brought him to henderson waves. he didnt know where i was bringing him. but his jaws dropped when he saw that long long flight of stairs. haha... omg... so many ants and so tiring.. i couldnt stop laughing when he said i was forcing him to exercise. its a brithday cum exercise thingy. haha....

the bridge is really cool and the wind there is wonderful. its a really good place to relax! but yeah la best if you have transport.

daryl wanted to catch a movie first. we caught cop out. not fantastic. he fell asleep.

then, we left for resort world for dinner. my first time. wow.. i felt like i was in genting.. casino area was big too. good music. water splashing here and there. we spent good money on this man...

so we finally got a table at chili's. mexican food. we ordered 2 dishes to share cause our stomach was still half filled with lunch. we orders some chickens and quesdillias. i wanna go back there to eat their BURGERS!!! i love burgers.

so after that we cut the cake with the shy birthday boy. it tastes not bad! haha...

we left. we heard the sounds of fireworks and saw the lights. what occasion was that? no idea. i told him, i arranged that. lame.

we took a polaroid. for this day's memory.

mel.
4:23 PM;