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this skin was inspired by friendship. cliched as it sounds, its the nicest feeling to have the best girl(and guy)friends in the world. the images used in the main picture were taken from foto decadent. brushes used to edit them were from gender and chokingonstatic. the designer of the blogskin? szehwei
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Thursday, October 30, 2008

hello hello.
haven updated so you guys must be really wondering what i have been doing!
ha ha
dont tell you.
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nah la nah la. say k

to who may be concerned( theresa la duhhh):
hey babe i totally understand and why you actually feel this way. at first i thought it was totally TOTALLY weird cause i hated him, being how he treated you, and now it seems as if he is my friend now. but NOOOOOOO
im aware of everything and everytime i see him its like.. seeing you wahaha. so no offence. as not that you look like him or vice versa, as in i see how he is. so. DONT WORRY YOU! he is a pussy la. and i have a bf man.. he will kill me you know hahahahaha.

ok anyway. sat. ervinna's chalet was..... and yeah i drafted it and not showing hahaa.

yeah i rode a bike! its hard. im a noobie.

sigh.. daryl ignored me the whole day. arsehole. heh sorry*** love you still la k.

sun... oh oh malaysia peeps came down. hmmm. yeah. then at night naresh called to chevys! its near my place, the pub. then i called my 2 cousins along too cause they told me they wanted to go somewhere to chill.
i thought i almost died going there. omg. adrenaline rush baby.
cousins loved it. free drinks. chilled out. naresh's friends are all ex st pats, how ironic...
met daryl after that.
ok enough talkie.

ok here is the thing. it was totally awkward. but really i need some time to be a bit more social i guess.

OHOH! I GOT MY RESULTS! ITS A 7! but im still waiting for the letter..

HALLOWEEN IS COMING PEOPLE! WHEEE!

ALL THE BEST A LEVELS PEEPS!

MUACKS!
be afraid...

mel.
2:47 AM;

Saturday, October 25, 2008

omg im so bored. quick quick! one more hour then i can get out of this place.. i hate working on a sat. cause friday is always so darn busy i have to requisite so many many MANY drinks.. so heavy..

yay naresh will be picking me up later and fetching me back to work tml morning. then i dont have to wake so early..

ok. as you can see now, im so bored, but have to do something to kill time. argh.. think ill just play some games.
heh

mel.
5:02 PM;


complaining complaining COMPLAINING?! IM NOT COMPLAINING!
LOOK HERE EVERYONE! IM SO BEING BULLIED! WA HA HA you are sooo dead! hmph...

anyway theresa like what were you bitching about?! i mean just let me guess. about our girl chat on thy phone this afternoon about the "yaya" guy? ha ha! or am i just too sensitive. anyways dont bother about him, cause im so not gonna. i rather the whole package. if he aint right a friend for you, me too you know. "HI FIVE GAL!"

oh god back to myself. just watched camp rock with the kids. they had all those bitchy accent thingy going on. anyway it was nice really. better then high school musical. though i didnt watch the 3rd one. you guys did right? dan? peiyu? joy? nice?

oh shit! MEL GO TO SCHOOL! keep forgetting...

have to work tml. sian. but ill go to the chalet tml. hope the rest would be staying too. or else ill just sleep in really..

ok time for me to bathe and damn hell go to bed before i be late for work again and again and again....
chow bella

mel.
12:40 AM;

Friday, October 24, 2008

MY PERIOD CAME RIGHT AFTER THAT! SEE NOW THAT EXPLAINS LIKE EVERYTHING! damn~

anyway. i finally finished "a million little pieces". though it kinda corrupted my brains a bit. but then again its good. go read k. now im trying to read "the virgin suicides" but its like super confusing.. anyways...

i finally caught "nights in rotheden". damn.. it was soso.. not as good as "a walk to remember" or "notebook"(bestEVER)
i caught "connected" too! it was good la! go watch!

anywayz my back is peeling super badly, it looks as if i have some kind of skin disease or i just involved from a reptile.. gross shitz.

anyways,.. why the hack do i also start with "anyways" anyway? nevermind that

anyways, yesterday was our 3rd month together. fast eh. i think im doing pretty well haha. wthack. heh..heh..

REMINDER FOR MEL(myself): PLEASE FREAKING HELL GO BACK TO SCHOOL TO COLLECT YOUR CERT.

To daryl ho shen-rei: i cant wait for 2 months to be over so that you can like eat with me.. i HATE eating alone. or being another month before you can like start eating subway... its like i dont like you watch me eat.. who likes that? i rather not eat really unless we eat together. ok that will be the plan. if your not having food, i will not too. hmm maybe when i dont see you like duh.. i dont wanna starve. and i wont...
and yeah i will drag less. you too.
before we waste a lot of time dragging. UNDERSTAND? ahaha omg.
omg hurry!! your like one and a half week into your "bi guan" seriously cant wait for ya "chu guan" then you will be more like energetic..
oh yeah and we need more events! but when your more free la huh.

anyways peeps lets like play bridge! its a uper fun game to chill on. those who dont know how to play it do go learn it!

I WANT TO GO TO AMSTERDAM! WHEEE!

omfreakg

mel.
2:42 AM;

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

walanifeeldamnhellemptyallofasuddenarghlikenowordstodescribe
suchafeelingmaybeitsemotionsrunningthroughbutitsnotjustreally
reallyemptyandnothingzeroemptynotfilledemptwhyialsodunno
itsnotanythingbutmustbesomethingrightahyoosoconfusingarghhh
whywhywhymakesmegoabitcrazytryingtothinkofsomethingtofill
metothebrimbuticantthinkofanythingimtalkingalotofcrapnowithink
thiskindoftypingisdamncoolifeelretardedimgoingbonkuswhatthehell
iswrongwithmeifeelemptyemptyemptyishouldnotbefeelingthisway
whydoihavefunnythoughtsrunningthroughmyveinlifeisshorti
shouldnotbewastingitwhatthehackamitalkingaboutidunnolaso
weirdandawkwardijustwannaskipthisphaseandfuckingmoveon.

mel.
2:15 AM;


BOOOOOO!!! PRESENTING THE RETARDS OF THE WORLD!!! WAHAHAHA! (STAY OVER AT NTU! JOY'S BUNK)

OUR COLGATE SMILEE*****

SPIDERWOMEN!!!











































































JUST TOOOOO MANYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHH HAHAA










mel.
1:15 AM;


to theresa: i accept your apology and im sorry too. i know that your so far away and there are many things i cant be there literally for you. and i dont understand how you feel sometimes. yeah.. i know you know how i feel about it when you mention j. i know you tried. and your still trying. just that i feel that part of you still cant let go. and i dont know why. its hard, yes, but its time to move on. it wont be easy. to think about it, those fucked up stuff only happened months ago. it feels long, but not long enough for you to heal. i didnt go through what you went through so i didnt understand. sorry. but i just dont want you to get hurt further. sinking deeper.. so shity. happy times will come k. dont worry. and ill be there to listen. you know i will =)

today was kinda boring. feels weird... dunno. anyway. i had to wait damn freaking long for friends. damn sian.. then finallllly!.. ate at hong kong cafe. bitched about. then to get lizard's present. lizard rented a car and sent as back. my god. she was being damn cautious while driving, i mean, to think she crashed before. dangerous la. plus she hit the curb just now on the way to my place. hahaha.. scary la she.
daryl bought chicken franks and headed home.
i feel like going for a joy ride.. wheee!.. top down, wind blowing into ya face.. so relaxed.

maybe cause i suddenly looked at the date and realised its already like what.. 22nd.. results coming out soon. i got paranoid last night that i actually dreamt that i got a 5.5 which is like super not good enough.. these dreams are seriously bad signs.. shity shit shit.

I FEEL AWKWARD!

EEEEE! DAMNIT


mel.
12:54 AM;

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

thats me and my mama in korea. i know im being random but we look so alike here right right right?! there is another photo too. korea was soooo nice! esp the food haha!
talking about food. im really starting to get hungry.. " hello!!! whats cooking?..."

mel.
12:20 PM;


the girls and i went to sentosa on friday and got ourselves burnt!! pain la. till now its still stinking red. we played beach volleyball! wheeee!

met mel and su on sunday! like finally.

talked to theresa this afternoon. but was super irrtated. but yeah you know la huh.

wed stayed over at daryl's cause the next day he took leave to play with me after exams!! heh.. watched max payne and i think it was nice ok!

yeah going to meet shuting on wed.
yeah tml celebrating lizard's birthday!
boo. tuition tml for like 3 hours?
hello!! all the best to the A levels peeps!
im so into you

mel.
1:12 AM;

Monday, October 20, 2008

MY OVERDUED BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION
BY ::: JOY DANICA DANA JOYCE PEI YU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHEEE!


THATS ME!!!!

CUTE PLATES
the very romantic roof top of esplanade


see the flyer?
being retards



seriously dont know what we were doing...








my short fart

they are short.





they made me do that
they are short farts hahaha. my shortie friendsss hha
we are talllllllllllllllllllllllllllller



she wanted a picture with garfield. buttt.. she wasnt as cute WAHAHA



they made me..



HAHAHA ..

ARTISTIC SHOT! of joy. melancholic moment.












LOVE THESE CRAZY GIRLS =) THANKS!











mel.
11:37 PM;