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Tuesday, September 30, 2008

this is nice la!
from cherlyn's blog from her friend's blog.
(sorry cherlyn! had to put it in my blog too! haha)

I was alone
You came alone
And gave your heart to me
And I know
But I was scared to tell you
Just how much
How much I need you
And I wanted
I wanted to show you
Just how much
How much I adore you

And then one day
I heard you say
You'd always stand beside me
Then I know
I know I had to tell you
Just how much
How much I thank you
So I found
I found a way to tell you
Just how much
How much I love you

And so today
I want to say
I'll always stand beside you
And I swear
I swear I'll always love you
As longAs long as you need me too
And I found
I found a way to tell you
That this song
This song's just for you
That this song
This song says,
I love you
i love you

mel.
1:25 AM;


like hh my mum suddenly came back from taiwan. i thought she would be back like wednesday or something. SHIT! lucky i wasnt doing anything. haha.
come back first thing is nag. wa lao.

mel.
1:12 AM;


ah ya. whatever la huh.
nothing to say.

mel.
12:32 AM;

Sunday, September 28, 2008

im official awake for 24 hours. since sat morning to sunday 10am. cool right. shag..
and no i didnt go back home. had to go back to barnone to work. slept a bit first. like an hour? damn.

it was the megadance la. F1 party. i told ya guys i would be paid 15 per hour right. actually it was .... 20! haha cool right..
the party failed la. not many ppl. lots of money wasted i bet. haha. too bad for them i guess. as long as we get paid haha.

whoa shit so many ppls birthday coming.
test coming.
argh..

and shit i have to work on hari raya. damnit.

had dinner with daryls' parents at swensens. it was haha ok la. i made them some snacks.
oh yeah i stayed over at daryls on wed. before that we went to st james with some friends. i was nice la. haha. crushed at his place. next day we just did homey stuff. he whipped up his famous maggie mee for me and we watched cooking master the whole day. haha. later he did crepes(the correct pronunciation should be craps) for me which was damn nice la! good thing ah coming from shatec. now i dont have to cook! YAY!
nah kidding dear =D

im hungry.

messy sia

mel.
12:32 PM;

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

sorry ladies. daryl was kinda shy about it therefore that para below had been "yellowed" haha!

anyway moms going to taiwan tml. will miss her.

friends just dont come and go. we will definitely discuss about what went wrong cause neither one of us wants you hurt. really. thank you for agreeing though. im sure we will work things out too.

sometimes when you just take some time to think about the future, it just scares the hell out of you. dont ya girls think so too? things dont always go smoothly and not the way we predicted it to be.
thats when we start to complicate things.
infact worsen it.
do i love him or i think im in love with another? does he love me or he just dont wanna hurt me? or... god! i dont need a man!
thats what we will discuss few years down the road or maybe soon.
to su: do what you think is most important first but dont forget what love was between you and him k.

oh and now that many are studying now. i cant help but to think what will happen in the future. i have a great foresight that we would cooperate in something .... hmm.. still want the clothes, food, entertainment thingy. i mean its worth the shot. plus we got accountants(mel wx or joy) hahhah!
we should do business together! that will be cool right, like a business run by only women! hahhaa (sorry still have that girlpower thingy in me)

im sure all of us will do well and make it big wont we =) i do hope so seriously!
girls rule, boys drools


mel.
1:23 AM;


i had the most wonderful past week and today of course!

chalet was a great success! to think ppl got drunk and irritating yeah successful! daryl was the man man. haha he did so much so that ppl had food, drinks and fun. he made sure i had fun haha.

so much happened and i haven been blogging about it. sorry peeps.

just mins ago, it was my birthday. im finally 19. friends were so cute with their gifts and dinner at billy bombers. thanks ah! like oreos, kitkat, chocolates hahah. like midnight ill just get up and feel hungry ill just eat ok. oh yeah not forgotting the maggie mee!! hahahaha! ah yoo we should meet up soon again ok!!! oh yeah the bombed me with balloons la! like a huge winnie the pooh balloon, hearts balloons waaaaaa! you girls are sooo cute la. love you all! muacks mucaks muacksss!!!!

then to meet dear to have our dinner. bistro bar at Rochester park! there were so many restaurants there. daryl had a reservation we us upstairs haha. it was a really sleek relax place. loved it. best was his surprises. he had so much up his sleeves haha.
first was starters, the man came with a small gift. i opened it. it was the irritating cat key chain which he warned me to have a splitting resemblance of me. haha.
next our main course. he had cobonara and i had some crayfish. the man walked in with the next gift. ok another gift. this time i was concerned this was his gift to me. =) happily i opened the second gift. it was a pretty star bracelet. wore it for me and continued with our food.
we had a great time chatting, only that he kept bullying me. idiot.
ah desserts. i just found it weird when he actually recommended me to eat the flourless chocolate cake, saying it was the bestseller or something. he never did that before. i didnt question him and went with his recommendations.
then it came with a candle and a message saying happy birthday. (see my point? he planned it)
i made him sing a happy birthday song... to my ears.. hahah!
god. horrid. nahhh just kidding!
i was concentrating on the candle to much that when the man presented a third present, i was shocked! this was much bigger. then daryl said, his is ya real present.
necklace from sk.

happy anniversary my dear.
hope you liked my gift.

mel.
12:01 AM;

Sunday, September 14, 2008

TODAY IS MOONCAKE FESTIVAL!!!
time for candles and lanterns and of course mooncakes! heh. im determind to carry lanterns and play candles today!

hello!.. i need a camera.. my camera is beyond repair already =(((((( super sad.
[ theresa can i borrow yours? i remembered you didnt bring that camera over.. just borrow for the chalet =) ]

i miss su and mel. i miss theresa. i miss audrey and georgi. i hope you guys can come on the chalet so that mel me will entertain you guys!!! haha

=)


mel.
4:21 PM;


the week was good haha. fun!
wed::::::::
daryl has been quite(very) slack with work which allows him to keep chowing from work earlier haha. anyway wed he came to my place and we just hanged out. brought him to beer garden to eat to super duper nice wanton mee! haha!

thursday::::::::::::
i get to meet him again cause he left work earlier again heh! just hanged out again and he sent me to the girls at boonlay. thanks for bringing me all the way there!

the stayover at ntu was hahhaha!! totally crazy! one a hell of a night la! i think we took over 100 photos already! ill try to upload some yeah! we climed up the arts, design school's slope.. it was steep la.. but we had fun!

friday:::::::
boo.. tuition.. got it from the mum..

sat::::::
work was bad. not good. boss wasnt happy with me...
met daryl just now. met his best friends. he wanted me to eat together but like nahh.. not today. so i did my stuff before meeting him again. went to geylang again to get the stuff. very crowded this time. back home. sadly he has to work at barnone.. damn. then the next day all of them are going to the zoo.. i cant go cause i have to work =((

arghhh! monday is coming! omgomgomg wheeeeeeeeee!!
thank you

mel.
12:47 AM;

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

hello everyoneeee!
tuesday:::::
yesterday was like super super fun! i mean it was a chilled out day! daryl took leave and i took off!
[ oh yeah! it was only infection!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =) yay]
so we met at bugis and i still won him at basketball. ha! lousy.

we had lunch at food junction. and off we went to JB(johor bahru)
we went to city square and holiday plaza. just walked around. nothing much. and we took neoprints! haha. we took a super looooong time doing it. it turned out pretty good, although we were like messing up the whole thing.
dinner at hongkong cafe. its quite different from the one in singapore. more spastic photos. haha

then off to buy some dvds. 2 pv. bought some gum.

should head back home. i got stopped at the singapore customs. ransacked my bag like totally. saw the dvds. saw the gum. wa! i tried to stay calm la. "are you singaporean? do you know singapore's law?" i just keep quiet la. haha. anyhows he let me go. when like daryl like 2 boxes in his pocket and its so freaking obvious cause when he walked the gums made a lot of noise. ..... oh well.

back to singapore! went to his place so that he can bath and get his stuff..
then again.. when we reached the mrt. the dad called again. shit. his dad is good at spotting stuff la. he found a leather bracelet, not in the house this time, it was outside the staircase! its mine.................................................

busride home was =))
closer

mel.
10:52 AM;

Sunday, September 07, 2008

some random aunty: hey, what do you think if i divorce him?
another random girl: now?
random aunty: maybe not now, next time.
random girl: for what?
random aunty: if he continues to spend everything away.
random girl: oh...
random aunty: he is in debt. he needs to clear it.
random girl: huh...
random aunty: if he doesnt, you have to do it.
random girl: what?! like no!
.......

the conversation stopped so dunno what happened next.

sat::::
after work went to walk around first with boss. was suppose to meet daryl but hahaa..
met, jookee, laikuen, jovi and jess!! and sj( for a short while). it was haha quite pathetic la cause the hell, we didnt know what to do so just walked. i had my subway(finally) and the new mudpie Macflurry. its ok la. just an addition of chocolate fudge. then it was home.

sunday:::::

at work now, and super bored. i went up to living room to slack with alex, kamil and oh no i dont know her name. anyway.
im just waiting till 7 to punch out cause i was freaking late again..

F1 is coming up and i hope to help out during the party..haha. we shall see. all i know is its going to be a long long night.
come closer



mel.
6:03 PM;

Saturday, September 06, 2008

ok lets see where i can start from. i kinda figured i should just save these post as drafts first then after danica has done up my passcode, ill post all at one shot. okokokokokokokokokokokokokokokokkkkkkkkkk brace yourselves!!

ok. ill have to skip some parts.

sat::::::::

had some drinks after work. i think the white wine made it worse. my head was spinning. couldnt go home yet so i kinda like bum around, like met daryl, met peiyu and watched "its a boygirl thing" the whole movie. i was fine then. pei's sister's friends were over. i was supposed to start over but mummy brought be home at around 1 plus am. so. ok. whatever.

sunday::::::

this was the day la. daryl's cousin's birthday, emily's birthday. it was held at sentosa, costa sands. we took a cab there. getting a cab was damn terrible. none of them wanted to take us into sentosa, worst still, these 2 bangla jumped the quene which made daryl, pretty much crazy. haha.
finally there. of course alcohol all over the table. many of them were bartenders so they would make drinks for us. my first shot was a freaking flaming cointreau haha. for the moment, i was afraid the straw will melt in the flame or something. haha.
ok the worst thing is, like damn, his extended family was there... a little weird. like he himself wasnt really expecting to see them. well anyways i was introduced to so many ppl that i vaguely remember now. haha.

anyway through the night there was a major flairing session. daryl, desmond and emily were throwing the bottles around trying to avoid dropping them on their toes or heads. haha.

stoned la. went back to the room and we just slacked. they had really interesting and crazy stories to tell. haha.

they left. left daryl, emily and i. decided to sleep since like emily and i had to wake damn early. emily was really funny, she kept talking about her crash. and i think she couldnt stop until daryl told her to "shutup". haha..

and there you go an unexpected sleepover.



monday:::::::



shit cant remember.



tuesday:::::::::



shit still cant remember..



wednesday:::::::::



went down to barnone. had my practise and enjoyed it =)

daryl came down, since he ciaoed from work haha. we went to eat icecream at the new place at citylink. but it wasnt like fantastic. we ate at waraku. didnt think the pasta was nice... watched the hunting party. quite boring. he fell asleep-- not surprised and i won the bet-- but i dozed off a little too.



thursday::::::



daryl ciaoed from work early again haha. yeah i know you peeps are rolling ya eyes now. anyway went over to his grams place. they were nice, esp ah gong. haha. some strong man i must so damn say. oh and the house was filled with lotsa antiques and real turtles-----dried huge turtles--- that freaked me. haha.

ice cream time! but we stopped over at barnone. once ya there, time sure drag a bit la. then we finally left for movies. watched "make it happen" its a dance show ppl! and nice! we had to sit like what the front row. haha.

ok here it is. we went over to geylang to get some cigarettes. and we ended up at the alleys were all the hookers and gambling tables were. wow man. i was kinda tempted cause it seems easy to win. we tried. they played all the $10. so we bought a small(xiao). WE WON HAHA. easy huh. earned a 10 bucks. we went to other tables and played. but wait. guess how much we played. and lost!!! -- total of 60 bucks. just like that. suddenly when you give me a thought, they might be out to cheat ya money. everytime it seems guaranteed that we would win, we lose. its veryvery super damn disturbing la. we had to stop. like seriously STOP.

left that "dirty" place. and home.

met dadi in the car. said hey and introed him to daryl.

daryl thought dad was gangsterish hahahhaa.. maybe it was dads attitude la. i know he wasnt really expecting it haha.



friday:::::::::



had tuition. then rushed to meet raj. well. it was like a hang out thing la. living room then brix. damn i always wanted to go brix. but that place... you must not go alone. the placed is filled with angmohs and hookers. you can be taken advantage of even if your with someone. sucks right. but the place was big. haha


mel.
3:50 PM;


OMG SO MUCH TO TELL!

ARGHHHH
DAN! FASTER PUT UP MY PASSCODE LAAAAA!

CHALET PEEPS!
15,16,17 SEPT
COME K!

mel.
2:02 AM;

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

I AM OFFICIALLY A RED HEAD HAHAHA!

i merely highlighted it but the red turned out pretty red still haha. i kinda like it lehhhhh. heh.

WELCOME BACK THERESA TAN! you are so damn cute. you called me to tell me about the super damn exciting orientation you got there. i definitely bet that was ya FIRST KISS la. haha! for more infor please refer to theresa tan's blog(when she post it up). if you think she is the "good girl gone wild", cant really blame her. but that doesnt mean i am encouraging ok! get your facts right ppl!

today is wednesday. i still have last friday, sat,sunday,monday tuesday to update you peeps. i will. soon. in time to come, my blog will be blocked for awhile, but friends, i welcome you to ask me what the passcode is. =) reasons? i will tell you when dan puts up the passcode k =) sorry for the inconvenience!

muacks


mel.
11:58 PM;