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Friday, August 29, 2008

hello my faithful readers =)

wed::::

met becky and lizard. well she was alive alright haha. went to penisular. got ourselves some jeans. babes skinnys are only 15 to 20. and its comfy. was not successful in buying my _ _ _ _ _ _ . all so ex. maybe when my next pay come in or something..

met daryl for dinner. 4 of us went to charcoal for dinner. its a shatec restuarant. service was suppose to be good la. but not really up to it yet. haha. the whole thing was too funny. lizard kept BURPING super loudly cracking all of us up. haha. and becky being very kpoh on who was working.

dinner ended well i guess. leaving us just damn full. then daryl left.

the 3 of us happily went to barnone, just to check the becky's schedule. we ended up -----> drinking. raj let me drink from bottles. =) we had, hennessy, abs vodka, JD and 42below on our tables. haha 4 freaking bottles. and stupid wandy will mix all 4 liquer together, including coke and green tea. damn. anyway. that day was also manni's last day and his birthday! haha. we had a celebration. shah and marco was totally hilarious too. hha. joseph joined us after work. and he brought me to the dance floor to dance a slow dance, how sweet hhaa. he was getting a little tipsy haha. had a pizza from shah.
night ended. i did prefer skl.

thursday:::::

played badminton and something like table tennis with megan, max and nat haha. reading " a million little pieces" by jeffrey frey.

met daryl for dinner. as expected, he fell asleep and ended up in parkway. and he loved parkway like every other. brought him around.
oh and this guy, who does wedding stuff, approached him and said " mr? getting married?" omg i almost died. hah. like gosh.. i hurriedly pulled him away,gagging. haha.
had dinner and delicious scoopz ice cream haha. mint sucks la.
had a chat at the busstop before he left. i still remember you promised earrings haha!

ok gtg for tuition now.

forever yours, babe

mel.
12:53 PM;

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

HEY! IM A DAVID COOK FAN! HOW COME EVERYONE HAS HIS SONGS IN THEIR IMEEM EXCEPT ME?! HMPH!

ok fine. i want some of his songs please =D time to refresh da imeem.

"dear its raining so remember to bring an umbrella out."

heh =D

went to barnone yesterday to read. yeah i know. anyway then we went shopping. heh. found nice nice pretty pretty dresses! BOUGHT MY PERFUME! SO HAPPY!! RALPH LAUREN 100 ML ONLY 68 BUCKS! WHO ONES TO BUY PERFUME?! I CAN GET DISCOUNT =)))

then to bugis. sadly my parcel was too heavy. i guess i have to send it myself. damn. thanks jerelene for helping to hold on it.

met daryl for dinner. he was suppose to work. but mc. shopped for it cigarette box. damn sway, bumped into leonard. not sway la. just that i only knew it was him when we were half way crossing the road. sooo embarassing!

lizard met with a car accident. =(

5 days to sept. =((

meeting becky later
chow

mel.
1:23 PM;

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

hello again everyone!

today was the flaring competition at double o.
fyi: flaring = batenders throwing, spinning, thumbling... the bottles to make the drinks.
it was a super cool sight. like we were damn impressed by some of them. really good. anyway alex was totally not prepared so yeah. not too good, but then again it was his first flaring competition. on the other hand, mimi was quite good, but a little too fast, guess he had to slow down a little.
there was a hand full that were really entertaining. haha

anyway, so many of us were there. daryl, becky, elizabeth, crystal, ervina, rizuan, ruby...

daryl and i left first as i had to get some stuff. so we headed down to ps. heh. he was really like sweet. i just made a comment on how the muffins look damn cute and he actually bought a big bird muffin for me while i was getting other stuff haha. you know that super creative shop from ps? yeah there. end up, meeting was called off till tml so we had dinner at ps. FULL.

here comes the part. he badly needed to bathe. his only solution. ---> is to bring me to his home and make me sit at his living room before we head off to catch a movie. damn relutant la.. because hello.. so weird. the whole family was there la! ok i just held my breath and " hey uncle" and just sit there quietly. sister walks out. " oh hello haha" ........................ walao. the worst part. we kinda left the house then the father called to say i left my stuff behind. only then i realised i left my huge plastic bag there. damn how dumb.. argh!

oh. caught what danica suggested " 4BIA " walao. super thrilling. you peeps must catch it. makes you scream in the threate. everyone did then, even me. 4 stories. no time for you to take a break, must prepare yourselves! no time to munch on popcorn or drink! WA! ITS A MUST WATCH!

ok so from woodlands, 966 all the way back home.

thats all folks!
PS: DANICA! i want my bottle leh! but you can finish up the gin. and you totally forgotten my birthday! WALAO!


forever

mel.
1:29 AM;

Monday, August 25, 2008

sat:

caught " The midnight to meat train" movie. it was gruesome la.. i dont want to eat meat for the next few days already. i didnt today. and i wont tml.

then went down to barnone and living room. hahha. nice. on the house. from raj =) at least to make my job simplie the next day, he informs me about everything.

then to meet the girls! no more at hostel(ntu) instead to danica's place. heyheyhey at least i came with a half bottle of gin. heh. whoa so coincidence that daryl met elizabeth at prata house la.

thanks =)

PLAYED MAHJONG till like 5 plus. and we seriously had to knock out. Danica was the overall winner la. i think ah. she is trying to snoop us la. make us pay her... haha

then the next morning everyone had to like leave super early. btw. even though it wasnt my place, i was the last one to leave. hha. they rest left first cause they were late. i was late too but haha so what! i still can get my job done.

but it was a sleepy one. tried to play around with the drums and guitar but it was just noise.

finally i can have dinner. had dinner at lucky plaza yet again haha. and this time super damn crowded. after dinner we chow to barnone again la. for the sack of daryl whining for me to follow him. walao. haha. ok go la. the best part was, i actually got my pay which totally didnt expect to get. it was sue's last day. she was sad cause she grew attached to nightlife and with her parents finding out about it, she can forget about getting night shifts. wati is out too. sian. hope our premium gang stays strong man.

oh and nick get down. whoa man. super long never see that ah beng. he is still as FRIENDLY as ever treating me like his sister. i took some precaution la ok. had to "pei" him to drink finish his bottle of macallen. then he start to ramble nonsense agian. but i found out something which was unknown to me... damn. hmm he brought along a producer guy so anyone want to be part of his crew? everything has been set up only lack of ppl. anywaz...

there would be a flaring competition tml. ill be going to watch. some friends are in it. it is held at double o. hope it will be nice. no. of course it would be fun. becky will meet us too. although.. haha i have yet to tell daryl that part of the plan haha.

shit i need to start studying. all the best to me man.
damn

mel.
1:07 AM;

Friday, August 22, 2008

would you stay just a little, my love
would you sway just a little, my love
cause the hole in the middle of my heart needs filling up,
if you stay just a little thats enough.

we had a chat last night. To be honest, i have never faced such questions from the person themselves. personally, i feel that maybe it was a chance for me to open up or for both of us to open up. i definitely found out a lot more that i, until then, wasnt aware of.

nothing has changed even after what you have told me.

it is fireworks today. anyone catched it? su smsed me to catch but.. haha. so i missed this years. i remember catching last years though.

theresa! get ready your orea and milk so that we can, twist it, lick it, dunk it! and hey there is something freaking connection problem with my lappy so cant webcam this week k!

audreyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy chewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! are you ok?! give me a ring any time yeahh! and anyway i think i need to go to freaking sch to get my cert. all the way to serangoon!

meeting up with becky and liz on wed =)
im so getting my _ _ _ _ _ _ that day! i must!

i watch you wade in the frigid sea
eyes as dreamy as the skies, you weep
your soft smooth skin wrinkled as you take forth a step
i followed you behind like i always do
our shadows became one

you slipped away from me like you never existed in my life
my vision blurred as you became smaller, tinier before you disappeared
but i still see you in my loving arms
whispering softly into my ears that made it tickle
because i will always cherish you, in my solemn heart.
stay with me





mel.
10:20 PM;


ok here's the thing. ppl im still contemplating. so you readers please help out!!



should i 1) dye my whole head red - bright red

2) dye my whole head red - but the normal red
3) streaks of bright red
4) streaks of just red
5) or freak it why the hack am i doing this

do tag your votes!
thanks!

mel.
1:53 PM;

Thursday, August 21, 2008

going to buy something heh.. sure ill buy it. damn ill buy it. why not?!

20th of August!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!
su and i after rushing and rushing, finally got our stuff and left for NTU. saw Elizabeth, there haha. anyway.. mel took quite some time to go back to her hostel. finally we gave her the surprise. the whole thing was quiteeeee retarded but well.. she liked it. sorry for eating all your snacks heh =) dinner at bentobox! everyone was full and satisfied except moi who needed something SWEET!
the birthday cake totally melted la.... but we managed to eat it haha.
pictures pictures!! will be up!

thats about it.
su and i left, only to receive awkward stares from the ppl. damn~
met up with becky, daryl, eli and her gf. ahya. then nothing much.

today met up with becky to like hang out and shop. the hell.. she got dragged to work. but we still hung till bout 8 plus. we bought flats together!! haha.
we talked too. talked, gossipped. but serious stuff. found out stupid stuff. wa! leonard and i.. oh man. now i feel weird.. too damn weird. ah ya. freak it la.

i think i have a toothache.. too much sweet stuff.. man~ but i want to have ice cream nowwwww!
I NEED MONEY!

forever and ever, babe

mel.
9:35 PM;

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

another one of my youtubing search!

here is a good, talented beautiful singer. kina grannis
some songs for you guys to appreciate. be sure to listen yeah!

this is her original songs. many more on youtube!

here is something more familiar =) im yours - jason mraz =D

just stay a little longer with me


mel.
2:07 AM;

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

who wants to play with me?


mel.
12:33 PM;


mum's going away for a week. ha.

man. im confused. 1 min that, the next min another. well. im just taking one step at a time, no need to rush.

hello! is anyone interested to be my khaki for any sports?!

ok im actually blogging in the dark and there is something behind me creeping me out, making a lot of noise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

chow!

mel.
2:42 AM;


have you guys checked out my songs? of course you girlfriends did! haha.
a big shout out to THERESA TAN who helped me with imeem! thanks babe! muacksssss!

anyway today, i finally signed up for my test! a freaking $338 omg la.. damn. and i also finally got my swimming costume and went swimming!!!! 20 laps was tiring ..

anyway danica, not everything is bad about you, dont worry =)
*now you keep it to yourself! hahaha..
so when is our volleyball meet up? heh sat can?
and peiyu you haven update your blog! loser...
and joyce you totally can advice me on driving.
joy and dana.... where are you two.... after genting trip you two cha bo ahh?!

we had a really messy conference with theresa when the reception was bad. but we kinda know whats going on. waiting for those emails girl. =)

a casual dinner at woodlands. like wth the bus ride home was longggggggggg but enjoyable heh.. =D

let me hold on

mel.
2:17 AM;

Saturday, August 16, 2008

ah finally. i can blog. thursday and friday was work. it was living room's 6th anniversary so had to like stay longer, had a drink or two. it has been awhile since i touched liquor. didnt really liked it.

friday was cool la. haha. didnt have to do much haha. left earlier too hehe. been to little india and oh man haha. there is a lot of stuff there. but damn it was bloody bloody bloody hell hot man.

sat.
BTT TEST AGAIN! hahaha. with a bottle of mango fruitree fresh juice and a table of 23, i passed. WHOA man. haha. both mel and i passed after our unsuccessful first attempt haha. we promised to pass our finals hah.
then mel came over to have lunch. =))
went to amway talk.
yay! met the girls =) danica, joyce and pei. wilson and basil was there too! haha. we had cafe cartel for dinner. stupid danica dared me to come upfront to kevin and ask him. " hi how are you? want to join us for dinner?" yeah i did it but dont need to push me la like totally scared him haha. so 2 couples and 3 ppl all had pork ribs for the night. fullllllllllllllllllllllllllll. ***burpppp
then to the archard. haha.
home =)
to pei and joyce: sorry babes. danica just was lucky she was told. haha. not by me btw haha. loves~

melmel wx birthday coming sooooon! wish her!

theresa! get back to me!
dunno anything at all...

mel.
11:14 PM;

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

went down to british council today but didnt manage to settle stuff.
went down to tampines. mum wanted to get her massage and i wanted facial. but i didnt get it so i shopped at tampines mall alone. but it was alright hehe!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUTINGGGG! HEH
went out with her just now. caught love guru. omg. the whole show was practically about dicks, balls, haha, dirty jokes haha. its funny la. shuting was laughing real hard. but it was an ok movie. we went to the hk cafe near our house. we updated.. ah there was this really cute baby boy haha. made shuting and i laugh so hard. so damn adorable!!

i feel dump. now i have 4 bottles of fruit tree fresh mango juice drink. like hell, i buy for what sia. i wont even drink it.

9/8/08 sat, surprised me with breakfast. =)

yesterday morning was totally cute. my dad, mum, bro, cousins( megan, max and nat), went to have macs breakfast. =)))
sheesh

mel.
1:44 AM;

Monday, August 11, 2008


i love you,
no matter what.

theresa and i actually sang the whole song to each other, together through the webcam haha. so precious and innocent. i like =) (shit i sound like theresa)
oh and haha theresa saw me change! wearing mine _ _ _ haha! haha..

condolences to mel's grandpa.

i suddenly feel old. i wish i was younger.. we are going to be 1/5 of a hundred. or 1/4 through our lifes already. soon, it will be over. for some, it may be sooner. so do what you like. do whatever you want. learn whatever you can or desire. why care so much. dont. until you think it is enough, that you can settle down peacefully. and slow down. everything can be solved. one way or another, we will find the way out. 'how' is not the problem.

how i spent my npd: after work, had bbq at home with family. mel came, su came later. we chatted. went by chevys to check out jamie's work place. not bad, cosy small pub. a place for ya sugardidis haha.

the verdict..

im scared..

but ill be there with you, like i promised.

no matter what


mel.
9:43 PM;

Thursday, August 07, 2008

HEELLLOOO EVERYONE! ITS TIME ME! MEL'S CRAZY EXTRAVAGANZA!!!

haha its like one of those days again! remember how i snapped my hair off the other time? oops i did it again... but this time i asked audrey to help me haha. not bad at all. she is now my hair dresser, according to her. haha. i was just itching to cut my hair la. haha. so anyway, met up with audrey and had branch with her! finally.. dimsum. heh. then over to her grandma's place where i busked/slept like a pig under the sun and audrey, trying to hide from the sun. then jane came over to witness the hair cutting session haha. hilarious man.
after that we took a cab down to bugis and shopped a little. i didnt join them for dinner, instead suppose to have dinner with daryl. dinner i suppose... he suggested movies, again. well i was totally fine but just damn scare that he would fall asleep again. again, and again. shag day he had and he had. i have nothing to say.
damn we met joseph on the way back. our premium big mouth/gay, and wati too. we are going to get it big time. oh wells.
anyway joy, i did want to dye my hair bright red but i think i kinda dropped the idea when my friend told me that getting my hair bleached would be a total no no for my hair. haha. just wanted to get it done in the month of september only. haha. no worries, ill think of something. ha.
so hows everyone?
ps: audrey ill try to get it. not guranteeed haha.

mel.
12:54 PM;

Monday, August 04, 2008

its all so............. ARGHHHHHH ARGHHHHHH ARHGHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHH OHHHHHHHHHHHHH WHEEEEEEE ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AREEEEEEEEEE GROWLLLLLLLLLL AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! for me.. yeah.

anyway, got a bit of stoned yesterday. effect took quite awhile.

oh and HOPE YOU PEEPS GOING TO THE UNI TODAY WOULD HAVE LOADS OF FUN!! man. many people's first day huh. ALL THE BEST!

i have got a confession...

mel.
12:47 PM;

Saturday, August 02, 2008

theresa i know you miss me!!!! hahaha!!
eh you were suppose to like update me on the courses there remember?! hurry!
im itching to buy stuff again.. oops. i just did. AGAIN! argh...

maybe not...

mel.
5:15 PM;