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Wednesday, April 30, 2008

yesterday was my first Japanese Lesson. and yes, its the type where you go to class and sit there and practically learn. the first 20 mins i was already struggling, like what the hell? there was question marks all over! ?!?!?!?!!??!*&!%@&@$ haha. we missed the first class. this was actually lessson 2. besides learning how to pronounce, the writing and reading part was the killer. but it was ok. just that. i now want to learn italian!!!!! haha. the teacher was a small man.. ok not small like tiny but, not tall however is built and very gentleman-looking which i think look like those "kyooshi" in the jap movies. so in the class, us 3 were, are the youngest.

ok then we had subway after that. back home. i was again lazy and stuck to the tv. i watched, " i love you, i love you not" its a very lit kind of movie. but it was good, which shows why i slept at like 2.30am. haha. jude law was in it, i forgot the female. but he was a jerk in it. so i dont like him. heh

speaking about that, bet everyone have read the news about the "monster dadi" oh my dear lord.. he should be prosecuted straight away like 'off with his head'! cruel and brutal. how could any father do that to their own daughter.

next up, fencing.

i didnt realise...

mel.
12:07 PM;

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

up again! early. 9am. whoa! haha. i switch on the ra-di-o what do i hear? the wonderful melodious voice of his, "always be my baby" *melts.
I searched on him and realised he has solo albums and groupie!
DAVID COOK WILL WIN AMERICAN IDOL! and i will buy his album.

ok so meeting mel and su later, most prob having dim sum! yummy.. then after that off to learn some language. hmm su and mel going to learn jap. not very keen but maybe ill give it a shot and see if there is other courses. heh.

this thursday having a bbq with some girls at dazz place. just a little gathering. =)

this friday meeting the sr clique!! finally. wonder what they have been up to. everyone is buzy man. but no worries! our cruize is coming up!!! cant wait man!
time pass by

mel.
10:51 AM;

Monday, April 28, 2008

morning! im up earlier then usual! oh look how nice the weather is. ah~ oh look, the birds and the bees! okok. im just re-enacting how it would be done in the like marilyn moroe days haha. or Audrey Hepburn. oh definitely not her. she will just burn the flowers with the smoke in her hands.

ok anyway. if anyone out there watched the movie, ' CHUCK ' try to remember this chinese spy acting in the show. apparently, its actually Minister Geroge Yeo's niece![our foreign affairs minister btw] thats way cool man. like a singaporean all the way to hollywood! she also had roles as a maid in desperate housewifes. Gabrielle's maid. haha

ok next.
CHEFS! today, Curtis Stone was interviewed, so catch his interviews with LIFE and TODAY newspapers. for one thing, i love watching Discovery Travel and Living. i watched his show, 'Take Home Chef" i few times and its pretty interesting. it seems so easy at times too!
anyway i like to watch Andrew Zimmern on his "Bizarre Food". he is this round fellow who goes everywhere eating... bull's penis, livers, scorpions, just omg. the latest one i watched was eating snakes skin, deep fried.. just how amazing can that get haha! longing to go overseas to try them too! maybe not the penis....
Nigella Lawson is another good chef, and her oh-so-fab desserts for ppl who have really sweet tooth!
and you also have Jamie Oliver, whom my uncle always complain that he cant cook for nuts! as he " anyhow cook! " well, call it inventing or concocting. the things they mixed together sometimes can be pretty fantastically weird. the thing is you cant actually taste it. only if you try it yourself...
besides them you also have those ppl who travel and cook along the way, or travel and discover the culture. haha. that interest me. how about you?

ok enough about chefs and your food. im hungry...

oh come on~

mel.
10:40 AM;

Sunday, April 27, 2008

what the arse! the videos doesnt work well. i go you the varies links respectively. watch to laugh!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hW_rXIgWkRs&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6i_esf7fnZQ&NR=1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=myTwGWzY2ac&feature=related

sulate to ms. swan and her salon! * smiles like her.. hehhhhh

mel.
11:48 PM;


happy birthday vivian! [ mel's sister ] the birthday was haha. quite cool, sets us thinking about our own 21st birthday. it was funny also cause you could totally see the skin tone diff. the nayang poly dragon boaters were very tanned! and the rest were fair, not that dark. we got to see ppl from dragon boat.... yeah we did.. yup.. *grins and grins. forget it....... but mel got sick and didnt feel well. we fed fishes and saw a kingfisher that swept down into the pond and ate a fish. those photographers tried to take those photos. oh swans, there were two. talking about swans..............................................

after watching the one above. watch the next one. its a continuous.

and this is funny haha.

month of may. a month that birthdays are oh-so-many! i already feel the broke-ness =( and i feel like buying new stuff. although i think i should start to save up for my contacts that i lost one-side like a month ago? cause my degree is going going going heaven high! damn..

please reply


mel.
10:11 PM;

Saturday, April 26, 2008

hello there. how is everyone. good? good.

anyway watched shanghai ballet yesterday with su. it was nice at some parts and really cool. but some parts were just hmm.. no idea. thats the thing about ballet they are mysterious at many point of times that leaves you just wondering. i love it. AND THANKS TO DANA FOR HER COMPLIMENTARY TICKETS! [anymore heh..]

  • audrey says she is wonderful and fab. totally fab. she says she has a cute yawn.

anyway. im almost done with my dream chart yay! totally cant wait for tml.......... bull. oh finally mel's sis birthday is tml and we haven got her a birthday gift. so... good luck to us! boo~

A bet.

su and i made a bet. by 25 next month, i have to be 50. if not i have to pay her 50 bucks.. and if i made it, she would have to join mauy thai with me yay!

stepping stones



mel.
10:48 PM;

Friday, April 25, 2008

haha. i forgot to mention that, after the movie, we met georgi and jayne. we went to food junction to have lunch. audrey and i had thai while jayne and georgi shared a bowl of hokkien mee. it was just then when we spotted this cacusian guy/man. super super cute and handsome. the best part was he knew we were totally looking at him. but he was shy. had a chance to meet eye to eye with him, but i just stared and row my eyes away haha. [ should have just waved hahahaha ] audrey and i just kept eyeing on him haha.



it may seem as if we are crazy over guys but. no. its just a fun thing to do. not that yeah you all should know that. oh but i still love DAVID COOK!





wonderful interpretation by david cook of Michael Jackson's billie jean!

also catch him singing, always be my baby by mariah carey! dunno why i cant load the music video. [http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yp0M1AqCgXk]

just had a conference with theresa and mel! got hardly hear theresa sometime, connection quite bad. but asked her to like dl skype, think i better get a webcam or my own laptop soon!


oh so its true! eating pineapple when you have your period is tough time.. i tried it. gosh that feeling... [ im going to describe ] while, it goes like this.. almost like a slow fart, but instead of air, its blood and its just too big a blop that you would instinctively lift your ass up. you would experience it everytime but it just comes a lot and much faster. but seems like it finishes like faster? the next day, the flow wasnt heavy at all! haha. so girls if your just going to hibernate at home. eat pineapple to let those 'eww' blood flow out!


have you ever thought of becoming super super skinny like model skinny? i have. i told my mum that too haha. but of course i dont think anyone would believe cause i love food haha.


mel's sis, vivian's 21st birthday celebration is this Sunday and im invited! haha. well, xiaobau is going, i hope su goes................... although she has her commitments................... yup. so. yup.


i hope dana has tickets for 2 for the shanghai ballet thingy!


to theresa:


i know, it takes time to recover.

but do slow down.

take a step back to look closely.

to listen carefully.

to caress the emotion.

for the moment.

things will get better.

if you let it.

go its way.


slow me down


mel.
1:09 PM;

Thursday, April 24, 2008

i dunno why but i seem packed! i haven completed the homework that im suppose to be done by sunday! eek! which comprises of a dream chart and to listen to this cd. damn. ok ill try to squeeze both tml. means i have to wake early like today!

oh anyway, hottie and nottie was a total.............................. airhead. audrey and i went to cineleisure to catch it and there was, let me count, 1....2....3....4 oh 4 of us total in the cinema. pathetic man. and i forgot to mention that only cine and another cinema carrys this show. no others. maybe they just didnt want thrash movies haha. as you know, paris hilton.. is in it. of course she will have her booty shaken for like every few moments.. wait sorry every moment that she has haha. but. it was funny. but. dont catch it.. really.

next show to catch would be ' the other boelyn girl' and ' dance of the dragon' [ i think ]

ah! the person haven get back to me!

okok mumi nagging.

mel.
11:13 PM;


now i want to try to be a swimming coach. it sounds fun really. although it sucks to have ppl taking like 4 lessons of your pay. on the other hand im not sure if i could cause im still 19, suppose to be 20. and the woman haven replied my sms damnit.

yay bought koko krunch yesterday with mumi. wanted to buy more stuff but mumi said she was broke. damn. ill start flipping through the classified ad again.

i cant believe it! [ read urban the last page about the new host of sony style, Oli Pettigrew ] its not that i have a problem with him.. its just that its so unbelievable when you read it. his wife, former model and book writer is older then him. anyway, the thing is, he saw her on a adver on YSL when he is 16, and there it happened! his wife? way cool. i rumbled that to audrey over the phone. she told me how katie holmes used to paste photograghs of tom cruise and she would look at it every night. there is happened again, her husband. OMG! im starting my own poster collection! haha.

ok gtg. need to bathe and catch hottie and nottie with audrey. ta~

still

mel.
10:16 AM;

Monday, April 21, 2008

it was one of those buziest week where you have insufficient sleep and a whole pile to do. btw. theresa left yesterday.

monday:


yeppy! majong with thy girlfriends!!! at pei yu's house! it was fun. all of us had a chance to fun. i remember i won twice in a row. makes you wanna play even more! but then boo hoo had tuition at 7.30 so gotta run.



tuesday:

we had more then this haha.

acting cool la or emo dunno what she wanted me to do. haha.



we were suppose to be using the toilet. yeap we did. just decided to snap some photos haha. i was trying to to laugh out loud cause there was a lady who was waiting to cross. we were using the timer.

haha.. this was sorta a bet played between theresa and i. its the "see which guy is handsome game" we had to win our friend's votes, the one with the most, which also meets they agree that 'my' guy is cute, wins! and of course i won. haha. so theresa had to stand at the fountain area. and that lucky lady, there wasnt water that time.. darn. so she had to stand in the middle and do spastic poses.a day with the girls. we had our fav durians and let me tell you the taste was hmm hmm hmm yummy good! we were at park way parade by the way.



wednesday: a day a macs!


see all these photos? yup! we had to do theresa's farewell gift. which was a book with a lot of photos, i forgot to take a photo of it. it was a amazing beautiful of course. and those pictures were to be paste in indication of whoever was talking/writing in the book. there was a lot more photos haha. but we still didnt finish the book then.



thursday: Kbox oh la la.



my camera was totally out of batt so theresa has all the photos. but it was wild time. this was actually my first time really enjoying it. we did the 7pm to 3am one. oh and it was ladies night, she you pay we drinks/food, whatever you ordered but the room was free. but then agree the bill came up to like 80 plus bucks cause of their oh so expensive drinks that was riduculously ex! no choice it was either, $10 or $9? which actually you could get it cheaper outside. i chose lotsa english songs! the funniest part was when KT tunstall ' hold on' came on and i was the only one who knew the song, seriously.. and i was just there jumping around and singing to it haha, alone btw. haha. the rest just stop and stare. haha. we left the place at 1 plus.



friday: farewell party.

ahaha! can you see theresa being pushed down? wait... pulling su along hahaSURPRISE!!!!!!!!! haha. yeap. a surprise for her. we called her sec school classmates and juniors, sa friends bla. but sadly some couldnt make it. but still there was food, yummy ones that dazz,mel,su, xiao hui, huijian and flori, her maid, did. we had curry chicken, prata with hotdogs, cocktails, finger food, fried rice, chips and many more la. there was also music! had to bring the amplifier down as well! so we actually had loud LOUD music heh! oh and the attempt to push theresa down in to the pool became su ying and her. theresa dragged su down into the pool too. the party ended at her house with desserts, cakes.




Saturday:

haha. the uno game lasted super super long. actually to tell you the truth.. we were all ganging up on you! haha we were exchanging cards under the table! haha why do you think we keep getting our way?! haha

haha. he was sleeping at macs so i asked audrey to 'hop' in after that amway expo, i went to marcus's montage concert. its his school concert where the performing arts group performed. not bad. esp the band, CO and the choir. so anyhow, su came over so my mum fetched us to the airport. we were staying over night. we started playing like uno and all. and also to finish up the book, a few of us had to do disappearing acts which were super obvious again cause someone was always missing. we stayed up through out man. we had our mac's breakfast meal!!! yummy! im lovin. it! anyway. mel shared with me pancakes and Macgriddles. heh. the rest didnt really like the macgriddles but mel and i did! haha. then other friends streamed in, finally, farewell. man everyone was heartbroken. mel cried, su cried. jerel cried, theresa cried..

she finally settled down. see her online sometimes but wont get to talk for long as there is like 8 hours different i think.

hope for the best for her!!


mel.
1:34 PM;

Monday, April 14, 2008

playing DS. but some games quite weird. yeap no patience to go and play. i wanna play cooking mama.

just ate my yummy cereal. eating that was not too bad. i mean i still could eat it without biting any part of the stick. oh did i mention? yeap if you saw peiyu's blog tags, you would kinda guess. this was a totally diff and new experience.
i got it done at kovan, at some uloo stairway, where little or nobody walks by. this girl from st. margs, 2 years younger, helped me with it. unfortunate for me, the first time was slanted, so i had to do it again, by taking it out, closing it and yeap, it basically closed damn fast. so once more with that thick silver thingy... she did it. luckily it was better. and there it was. haha ta da! heh..
but slowly it swelled a little and stinked like ouch, sometimes.. so i dunno. hope it quickly heals cause, the brushing teeth part.. the eating part really sucks.. the worst part! is the mama, family part! they dont know yet, except for max and megan who are damn observant haha..

ppl!!!! CLUBMARC IS HAVING A 365 DAYS 50% DISCOUNT! okok.. not that clubmarc have nice clothes that suits us but hello their bags are nice! and some accessories! and how cool is that means this sale will go on till like next year feb? and even new stocks will have half price cut! cool right. i just bought this bag that i love! haha. it is priced at 59.90, so in stead, i paid like 29.90! haha =)

news: theresa is leaving this sunday for canada. i duno what it will be like that sunday or sat night.
news: cherlyn is leaving but i haven club with her haha..
news: this sat there is an amway expo with facial analysis and loads of stuff plus facial on discounts.
news: i have quit my job. today is the farewell lunch at parkway.
news: the guy that works at the shop directly oppo amway is cute and cool.
news: ronnie is shorter than me. but he is still cute.
news: i haven got any replies.
news: i dont have anymore news.

today we suppose to meet at pei yu's house for majong but ill be going later. sorry. farewell lunch. and along with the lunch i hope i will get my cheque. haha.

i took photos. PLUS ronnie too hehe.
ta~

patiently waiting, anxiously screaming

mel.
10:59 AM;

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

again. late night but full day, all these just draining me to beats. damn.

guess what, my colleagues that we should really ask RONNIE ask for lunch. i was like "serious? like im totally not so into him." but they insisted. and sort of like cause im leaving and all but bull.. like its not as if conversation with him even passed 5. so after work, we kinda went to him and eileen asked," ronnie are you coming tomorrow?" i guess he said yes and why but they decided to tell him the next time. i just laugh. and like he was so curious he walked after us to find out. he walked pass me and i was like damn, ' am i taller then him or is it just my imagination?' haha. well lets just see tml.

anyway, i had to organise the P file, Personal File, and i read through RONNIE'S. he had a degree in physchology.. and now he is doing sales.. i was telling them he could really physcho his clients. oh yeah and one more gross thing. annie said he was a perv, like in a joking manner, but he turned out to be one. maybe. well, here goes.. he ate some chocolate so he had some small bits on his mouth so annie joked that it was his dried salvia. then he asked her whether she would like to lick it for him... like.. gross. and then that stupid annie haha she is hell funny. when recounting it to me she said she just feeling like saying licking his nipples. i was like .. WHAT in the hell are you thinking?!
oh well thats life in office with annie. haha. always crazyyyyyyyy!

cooking class was good but tiring. i did the bobo char char. and its good k! no stomach ache.

flops

mel.
2:05 AM;

Monday, April 07, 2008

ok hm. there is this bug, huge bug like flying around crazily and hitting everything. im just covering my head with my tower to avoid it from coming down my head.

work tml. going to ask boss if i can stop already.

tell me if i ever goin find my angel this life........... lalaa.

still waiting...

mel.
12:55 AM;

Sunday, April 06, 2008



hahaha tell me if it cracks you. cause it does for me hahaha. i cant stop laughing esp the last part! haha.........

in the plane to korea!


yeah i wanna pee badly!we were at the chang jin area, you know that whole cooking thingy.

eh.. something wrong with blogger. ill load more.


mel.
9:59 PM;


another fantastic song from lisa lavie!! i love herrrrr!!!

oh yeah yesterday was the first day of the cooking lesson organised by amway to teach us some dishes uses their equiments. ok we did. duck, chicken, mixed veg, eggs and tofu! haha i cooked the mixed veggie. it was not bad la. oh yeah! teach you peeps a trick. you know how some times when you hard-boil or soft-boil your egg and the york issnt in the centre. well. when cooking, place the the egg on its tip, the part where its most pointed, place it vertically and cook it in your pot or soemthing. and guess what! the york will be in the centre! maybe danica you would like to try and impress basil hahahahah!!


mel.
12:37 PM;

Saturday, April 05, 2008











this is an amazing video. music lovers will love it. Airto & Lisa Lavie, you can check out their individual videos on youtube or myspace. you cant stop listening to them. enjoy! and they wrote their own songs. lisa lavie wrote "angel" which is damn good, i thought she sang someone's song but no! its her own! and Airto wrote a few which is damn good too. i think they have their own albums?? gosh im totally confused. oh wait lisa laive is a local singer in canada.



anyway the birthday yesterday. in my family, casue there is just so many ppl, we have our individual opinions that sometimes clashes and becomes sour. so, at first we decided to bbq, then my aunt said shouldnt casue next day the kids have blaablaa.. then later we realised the oven was spoiled. haha the only thing would be to bbq. obviously my aunt started saying.. "this is not the way.. the chicken wont be cook.." Blaaablaa... yeah. obviously i was damn irritated. then i started to be irritating myself. when my brother and i was alone bbq-ing, i started singing "numb" by linkin park loudly. and again i dont know all the lyrics. but i knew " .. to be more like me and be rest like you!.. cant you see what you .... me.. feeling to faithless under the pressure of you..!! every step that i take was a another mistake of you!!!.... " haha yeah irritating right. ah ya but i really dont care la. lucky towards the end, the cake and everything was ok haha.





yup this is the huge huge birthday cake! haha nice nice?! we barely ate it! like couldnt even finish the number '0'.. haha the birthday girl and birthday boy!
protrait. haha. except for my second aunt, who is in Paris and her daughter, melaine, who is in HARVARD. check out that spastic smile from my brother and yeah the tallest.i took thiss!! perfect blowing =Pcut cut cutand we end off with my cousin, pretending to look like a heavy weight champ! haha or like a guy with great body?? you cant daniel the shoulders haha.

mel.
1:17 AM;