Friday, December 15, 2006
todays smrt thingy was totally hilarious! cherlyn and i was totally laughing our ass off. there was this middle age guy sitting in front of me in the auditorium who couldnt stop nodding off. haha! we tried ways to wake him cause we were sitting so close in the front and the guy kept nodding off backwards! lets see.. we kicked his seat real hard, i used a pamphlet to hit this head .. no use and i even used my knee.. i tried using my mp3, blasting the music in his hears... no use! i think he must be super tired cause when finally he allowed himself to really doze off by lying on the sit, head tilted backwards... HE STARTED SNOZING! i was so shocked i kicked his seat real hard for him to avoid any embarassment. haha. by later i let him sleep and he snozed again! wahaha.. we couldnt stop laughing i tell you.
but after the break we couldnt take it anymore.. cherlyn and i dozed off in a discreet manner.
this was the first time that cherlyn and i actually had lunch together and we even window shop a little. she didnt go for her cip and i didnt go back to school haha. instead i got to meet her ex-bf, the work place that they met. i should be honoured, i was the first to see him haha. but it was retarded! they were chasing cherlyn all over , ya our cherlyn is VERY shy. and its a hotel guys!
went to theresa's house. dyed her hair for her- dark blungandi brown.. or dunno what. but the colour wasnt that obvious that i thought it would be. maybe it should be left longer .. that girl anyhow put spme on my hair, for the sake of sharing.. so retarded..
mel.
12:45 AM;
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
today was a very waste of time.
we didnt get to shoot at all. like wth cause the school is getting the range washed.. fine. but we spent like dunno how long to discuss for the orientation thingy.. ms lin really would be a good pw teacher, keep bringing up so many possiblities for problems..
totally ignoring me.. wth. so weird... like does he really only talk to me at night?
had lunch with the shooting peeps along with joyce at pizza hut. daryl has a problem with cheese and yoghurt. sad guy totally missing so much can.
ogl was boring.. cards..cards and more cards.. slack.
tml . stupid cip... damn.
im getting a little sensitive here cause even at 1 plus no talking going on... at least yesterday we did chat...
mel.
11:28 PM;
wth!!!! stupid period just camr like a few minutes ago! argh! pei yu yours will soon!
mel.
2:12 AM;
i came late for school today as usual... but seriously bad headache and i couldnt get out of bed! damn those late nights. its like going to school for an hour then rushing to bishan to do c.i.p.
anywaz bismarcks' banner was totally ruinned by the stupid rain! argh! so bad our banner is turning from bad to worst.
peiyu and i sold 7 bears and 2 cards today! haha so proud of ourselves, dunno why even though to the heartware ppl, thats little.
i was really amazed by elaine. she really had the passion to do charity and all thats why she is in ccc. we had a good chat/gossip with her =)
he is totally ignoring me lor. maybe he felt something... who knows?
damn cca tml. bet ill be late again. so early can.
tuo ku just came home with now, she went to bangkok and came home with many things. she bought me some stuff but haha some i was thinking... would i wear them. feel bad.
escape on thursday but peiyu you better come with me! i dont want to be stuck with a couple! but if you cant better tell me, so that ill find any victim hehehe..!
mummy's back! and now she can take care of my health all over! i just cant live without her!
I LOVE YOU MUMI!
mel.
1:38 AM;
Sunday, December 10, 2006
like you have seen, i have deleted my cbox. danica's fault. haha. nvm la.
i realised that i haven wore a skirt for this whole year... now its going to be hard wearing it again, it i would ever. hhah
well. on this day 10th of dec, was actually a very sad day. i didnt know why i had this feelings. like. i just had to play to let it go. do something or ill think so much more. for now. im not going to think anymore. i thought they was maybe a chance but then again i might be wrong. my wishing thinking, my bad. but after the whole thing i felt rejected and dejected literally. i went into a very emo period.. i dont want to think about it anymore.
before that in the beginning, i thought somehting special was going on. but now maybe im just a companion just anyone. moves were made that made me think more, and alittle attracted to it. as my hopes reaches now it suddenly crushed. as i think about it, it seems impossible, maybe it is correct. came to vivist me at vivo, and totally shy and all i think, and those friends made it more obvious... damn. the way he tried to ask me to go and sleep was so cute and touching. ok maybe i am a little too sensitive.
and and today's movie and all.. but turned out to be nothing. maybe not interested. i know i shouldnt be thinking about all this now. i should be like studying and all.. but...
im lost and confused.
mel.
10:53 PM;
Friday, December 08, 2006
wth yihao found mine blog! hello.. blogs are not meant to be found dude so go away.. far away.
anyway its like 4.20am and i have to be in school by 9.
william and i made a bet that if any of us were on time we suppose to treat either one of us. duh im so going to fun.. i hope. but im just going to die at work tml.. oh i mean later. never mind last day at taka wont hurt. i hope...
today in the train, this guy fainted like.. seriously fainted like you never seen before in an mrt. straight flat faced down kind. these four teens were totally idiots i tell you. they run away from the guy. i was like what the fuck. cant you like at least help and not run. practically i tell you to where i was. the worst thing was everyone just stared in disbelieve, gasping and all .. like that would help the guy to wake. quite pissed off by those four. i told them to hurry call those friends that left to tell the security in a quite harsh tone. heelllooo!! that gay.. he didnt even want to do anything with his girlfriends asked him to. stupid gay.!
well finally someone actually pluke their courage to help the guy. apparently i think the guy was drunk or somehting. the doors of the train actually closed but i held on to the closing doors persistently until ya the driver gave up and open the doors again. scary la this guy.
but i was angry. instead angry at myself because i also had this fear like everybody else in the train to walk towards the guy. i was pissed off.. sigh.. well.. i got to say i will help the next time round.
but the thing that striked me was what daddy said. he agreed with those who just stand by and watch. cause he said if it was him, he wont help either. he says who knows if you touch him and he dies, you will be blamed.. by to the singapore politics.. ya you know. sigh.. sad world.
NEWS FLASH!
my god! shidah and nicholas are seriously totally awfully together. im not trying to be mean but, i just dont trust this relationship really. but just hope that it was be true love after all. God bless both of your. =)
oh ya anywaz. i met ben yesterday, going out with su. ya and they surprised me at my work place. sweet them stayed till 10.30pm till i finish. and we went to have supper. but poor su had a hugh and boring lecture from her dad. come on i was in that car too.. it sucked badly.
anyhow. i love OC and he rocks XD totally ! ha
mel.
4:19 AM;
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
... cant believe it. sick now. a whole package. my nose keep running..
im munching on yummy cranberry scones but i cant taste a thing. super wasted.
yihao loves dana!
but... he sometimes act a little weird... i know you know. i dont need to say =)
im burning!
OC rocks! saw a guy that looks a bit like oc from far. like the hair and the eyes. the build also. not bad sia. this girl from srjc. her bf. her name. samantha.
mel.
11:42 PM;
Monday, December 04, 2006
its been donkey years blogging. ok maybe a week i dont know.
anyway im going to update:
1) hair dyed - screwed along with peiyus' hair haha . sorry girl!
2) ogl camp over
3)hmmmm... been working.
ok a lot more happened but i cant remember.
oh ya! i started lessons already. like this pathetic first lesson in thousands of years. well. but i was kinda down. seems like my standard deterioated like to hell. so i felt really demoralised.
anywaz there was training last wednesday at 9 but i came at 10.30 heh.. tired what. and because of that, i didnt get the rifle i want which was rifle2. i have been using that since the very beginning. earlier then the new owner. what the hell can. on the inside i just shrugged it off but seriously, i wasnt satisfied. i changed to rifle5. and guess what, the new coaches decided to make some changes in the exco. .... i dont see my post. ok vice-cap have been stripped off. i was thinking ok cool then i dont have to be in clc anymore. the shity part is, i dont think this have been approved by the school. and the way the female coach said was that, they wont write any testi for me as vice-cap. i was like... wtf.
im so going to question them.
ogl camp- well... its ok. but all 5 of us had to sleep on the table which sucked. oh ya and OC is totally cute. and he couldnt dance for nutsss!! goshhh! all of us laugh till we cried. esp peiyu and moi laughed till we almost died. we were so looking forward to watch him. i love him. =P cant stand it he is toooooo cute. hotie. sexy haha i can keep rattling on about him. haha. oh ya and not forgetting. danica choo!! you super owe for one k. she totlaly embarassed me. she kept callling OC's name. eh! his name only i can call! hmph! XD
andddd not to forget. my fantastic partner during the camp JOYCE TAN. the two tans on one journey to lead the rest heh.. both of us and some others thought of the script for the performance night good right. heh. oh ya and what i coincidence i danced with audrey's friend the one who lend me his maths formulas before promos. oh well he couldnt remember. it was toally awkward please.
BISMARCK HAS WON THE WAR. BISMARCK HAS WON. and thats mine group. so happy man!
marcus was superb at the concert. he had some solo parts. he is damn good. heh.. my brother what. meet some juniors there. i bet my brother more pro then they are hahaha.!
i watched casino royale yesterday. not nice. very ordinary james bond material. just like the old stay home saturday movies. so-so. i want to watch happy feel instead or eragon.
back to work. made some friends. but dont even know their names yet. one of them is one year younger. but they are goofer brighten up my day. one of them thought i was a malay until i spoke chinese. gosh..
hey. andrews' back! but going again...
OC rocks! i still love him!
mel.
11:09 PM;
