Sunday, December 10, 2006
like you have seen, i have deleted my cbox. danica's fault. haha. nvm la.
i realised that i haven wore a skirt for this whole year... now its going to be hard wearing it again, it i would ever. hhah
well. on this day 10th of dec, was actually a very sad day. i didnt know why i had this feelings. like. i just had to play to let it go. do something or ill think so much more. for now. im not going to think anymore. i thought they was maybe a chance but then again i might be wrong. my wishing thinking, my bad. but after the whole thing i felt rejected and dejected literally. i went into a very emo period.. i dont want to think about it anymore.
before that in the beginning, i thought somehting special was going on. but now maybe im just a companion just anyone. moves were made that made me think more, and alittle attracted to it. as my hopes reaches now it suddenly crushed. as i think about it, it seems impossible, maybe it is correct. came to vivist me at vivo, and totally shy and all i think, and those friends made it more obvious... damn. the way he tried to ask me to go and sleep was so cute and touching. ok maybe i am a little too sensitive.
and and today's movie and all.. but turned out to be nothing. maybe not interested. i know i shouldnt be thinking about all this now. i should be like studying and all.. but...
im lost and confused.
mel.
10:53 PM;
