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Monday, July 14, 2008

miss you so!
Thank you, I'm sorry

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Pen to paper, just in case I forget that feeling.
I don't want the feeling to fade, or is it, has it?
I can never forget, I will never.
Close to you, you lead me to the moon.
I belonged to you for that dazzling moment, I was yours.
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I giggled myself silly whenever you told me a joke.
I let myself get comfortable with your style.
So much so that I got used to it.
I found myself talking like you, following, just being you.
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I fell for you,
And I fall for you all over again when your lips touches mine.
I see myself in your eyes, longing more of you.
my heart melts just when you whisper softly into my ears.
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You held me close, warm in your loving arms.
I lose myself when you give me a soft peck on my cheeks.
I become a child once again, longing for ice cream.
Thanking you for what you have given me, bliss.
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But forgive me, please do.
when I leave your arms, I tend to forget again.
I get distracted, I thought you were like the other jerks.
I confuse you with others.
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Forgive me once again,
I'm just afraid, I don't know why.
It's crushing me just to understand myself.
Please give me some time, as I too want to love you.
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I have been watching a show about you and I.
The advertisements comes every 15 mins, and it ends in 1 hour.
I'm straying away from my destined path that I thought I want to take.
I should have stayed away from loving you.
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We were once friends and I don't want to lose that.
I may seem like a pretend every time I'm with you.
But I swear, I was genuine.
My bad.
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Its me, not you.
You were different, someone I opened my heart to.
You are different, thus I don't want to hurt.
I'm weak.
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I close my eyes, just to see your face.
I cup my ears, just to listen to your voice.
I touch myself, just to feel you under my skin.
Like you were just close to me, next to me.
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Yet, I'm finding every reason to say,
Come what may,
I will love you,
Till the end of time.
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Truly
Sorry.
And it's all because of you...

suppose to be a positive thing. argh! too much drama la. haha.
spells... retard



mel.
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