cant seem to put the video up so : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-fORuwYBL8c

i have been stuck on twilight and the other books that follows after twilight. im on the second book now, new moon. the first part made me tear and lush all over already. gosh. its almost like going through this frenzy or trance. the video is beautiful right. well i thought i was. if you read the book and watched the movie you would understand. - how you wished this could ever be real right. never seem to work. we normal humans would either do normal stuff or stupid stuff. sometimes to think about it, things that waste our lives away. things that was never too exciting, only too predictable.

anyway i think kristen steward is really pretty. like cool pretty. really like her hair. oh whatever. and robert is a talented piano player. wow.

think i should get some stuff done before i get bored. like my driving. im still contemplating whether or not i should change to auto. auto is so much easier then manual. oh well. what are the odds...

have another one of you tried going to the beach in the wee hours lying on the rocks and just lay in peace? i realised i have never done that and last sunday was my first time doing it. well... at some point of time it felt rather weird that the person next to me was not daryl but someone else. someone i just met but we hit off rather perfectly. therefore it turned out to be fine. we drank our most awaited cider but to me didnt turn out as nice. just chatted all the way. i did feel bad for ranking up his past. oh wells. on the way home around 4, we were stopped by the police when we were in the taxi.. hm.. id please.how often do you see road blocks actually stopping a taxi and wasting our precious money with the meter still jumping actively? never right? they were just too desperate as they could not reach their quota for the night that they had to stop a taxi. see.

time is creeping by really slowly. i keep thinking next week would be the month of May. why...i have to do something before i official zonk out and become a zombie.

your exactly my brand of heroin